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The Void, Part One

Summer Session Enrollment Watch:

ENGWR 100 (College Writing): 20/28 (+1)
ENGWR 301 (College Composition and Literature): 16/25 (+1)

Semesters are an odd thing: they begin with a flurry of excitement and confusion and unbelievable busywork. From there, they shift into a regular—if grueling—pace. Near the end, the flurry is renewed: only this time, it’s a flurry to the finish.

There’s no doubt both teachers and students want the end to come, but there’s also no doubt the end is an oddly bittersweet thing.

Last night, I met with one of my classes for the final time, and though there are several students I’ll see again over the summer—and several more whose lives I am happy to part from—the others’ temporary presence in my world will now leave a void in my life.

It’s not a big hole, and it’s probably not even an important hole; however, there is a dynamic that every class has that is never duplicated. It is made up of all of the good and the bad and the in-between, but it is a mixture of each student and me, and it won’t exist in the same way again.

The hardest part is the hour or two after which I finish grading the final exams. Once that’s done, the students turn into people, and I am no longer their teacher: I, too, become merely a person, and I can’t help but wonder who we all are.

42 Responses to “The Void, Part One”

  1. Woody Hansen

    I find this a very touching post, Shawn. In my own way I can relate to what you have written. In addition, I appreciate the way in which it is written. You remind me that good teaching is the process of making oneself expendable.

  2. Shawn Hansen

    Woody,

    I presume anyone who has ever taught feels a bit of this when a class or workshop ends.

    This is grade-the-finals morning, so I’ll know just how well I put this in a matter of hours. :-)

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